The present situation.
Finally I am incapacitated. And now insurance is paying an amount every month. It was a long and more or less a hard fight to get my rights.
My employer never visited me during my illness period. I am no longer productive, so for them I am marked down.
Only 2 years and I could stop with 40 years of loyal labour.
On July 1st I am officialy discharged. It is a pity that, although how glad I am, accepting this all is so very difficult.
But as I told before, I live, I can walk, I can go for a ride on my bike, I can go with my husband on the motorbike, vacation is possible (not an active one).
Just as long as I listen to my body and take a rest in the afternoon.